adaptability.

Here is a response to my last blog. For starters, in KYC leadership we took a strengths test. One of my greatest strengths was adaptability. I already knew that, and if you know me, you did too. This is the problem, as a Christ follower, I am not here to adapt. Sure, it can help, I can relate to people that others can't. I can feel comfortable in most situations. But at the same time, I need to stand apart. Though I'm sure that I'm everything normal, I tend to feel the need to adapt, go with the flow. The problem is, my adapting stands out. So here I am, put into a lot of different situations, adapting to all of them. By my personality strengths/traits I'm naturally going to do that. So I've figured out the problem.......what about the solution.? If I'm at a construction site, I relate to them, and adapt. I think like they do, not 100%, but enough. I might even act like they do, and say things that they would say. If I'm at the moto X races....the same thing. I've been in the same situations that all of these people have been in. I've felt the same way. Instead of relating but standing out....I fall right back to where I was. I please people...that's what I'm doing. I don't think that the answer is to get away from these situations....God gave me my strengths. I need to use them to Glorify Him, not people. The beauty of all of this is I do have wonderful Christian friends that I can adapt to.....but that's not really the answer either. I need to be adapting to Jesus. This is the worst/best realizations of my life. Super frustrating. but relieving. Plz comment back. I need help

I've been thinking!>!?!!???

So.....I have been a christian for about 1 year now. That is good news! I have led some of my family to christ, and some of my friends. I have found a beautiful, smart, strong women of God. I have so many new friends that help me stay in line....help me grow...help me be a better friend, boyfriend, man of God. There are so many changes that I could talk about. So many new doors that have been opened. God is amazing...there is no question about that. His grace has made my life possible....worthy...
and presentable. I'm excited about all of this...and even more excited about the things to come. Here is what is bothering me. There are things, people from my past that I have to let go of, keep at a distance. I understand the importance of this in order for me to grow. There are some things, people that I can't seem to find the courage or the reason why I should. The problem is, they are great friends, people that are being corrupted by bad company just like I was. They may or may not know the Good News. They may or may not have experienced Christ and his Loving Grace. My question is how do I know who/what to let go of. They may need me, I may be there only hope. I want to be able be apart of their lives, I might have what they need. I have so many different friends from different situations. People that would do anything for me. How could I just give up on them.? I am involved in a whole community of Motocross racers and their families. Do I walk away from those relationships? Those people who wouldn't walk away from me? Where do I spend my time, who do I spend it with. I have all of these concerns, day in and day out. I would go crazy with a simple life......but maybe this life is a little to crazy. I feel like I'm spinning in circles trying to catch a glimpse of all that goes by. Hoping to make a difference in all that I see.

Foos Noos.

I have been playing foosball for about 3 years....maybe 4. Heres the deal, I've never really challenged my self to get better. I've slowly progressed, and I'm better than most people around. Lately I have been getting better, but in a different way. Not the fancy, fast, tricky, show boat way I tried to play before. Now I'm playing more structured, accurate, repetitive, tournament winning style foosball. This might not mean a lot to most people....but is does to me, it presents a whole new group of challenges towards the game. Boring to most......exciting to me!

Zues......

This is Zues......He is my friend Matt's dog. We stayed at his 3000 Sq ft house on 25 acres south of Denver. Pretty sweet. 2 moto-x tracks, plenty of room to just hang out....away from pretty much everything. Anyway. No one was home when we pulled up.....except Zues. At the time I didn't know he super gentle and wouldn't bite if you kicked him....so I was a little nervous. One of the coolest dogs ever!(not as cool as dingo)

It's better to be pist off than pist on!

So, I went on a little vacation to Boulder/Denver, CO this past weekend. It was a really good time. We went out there for a wedding in Boulder and brought out bikes along to do a little riding as well. Yesterday, after a long day of riding at Thunder Valley, a pro national MX track, we decided to stop and eat in a little B.A. mountain town called Morrison. It was really small but pretty sweet. In this pic is the old, leprechaun looking guy who ran the parking lot across the street from where we ate. I'm not even sure why he was there. Anyway. After we finished eating our amazing italian dinner at Vinny's(built in 1891 FYI) we where walking out to the truck and trailer, when we saw the old guy walking away from our truck.?! He didn't say a word but was kinda looking over his shoulder the whole time. Naturally, I walk up to check everything out. Sure enough the little fella had pist in between my truck and trailer. He got a little on the tongue/hitch area leaving a big puddle on the ground. We all just busted up laughing, I guess he couldn't hold it! I can't wait until I'm old and can get away with pissing on other peoples stuff!

Work...............ugh............

So a big part of my job is to drive a round to my distributers and attend their open houses. This is where they bring in all of the manufacturer reps (like myself)to answer questions and promote new products. They also serve lunch and do demonstrations/activities to entertain the customers. Today, I am in Fargo, ND. The dealer is Prairie Supply. That is what is supposed to happen. Here is what really happens. I drive ALL DAY, I show up last night only to find out all of my literature/give aways don't show. Oh well. Today the show starts at 10 am, still no product. No one shows up until 12 (free lunch) and by 1 most everyone is gone.(no more free lunch) So here I sit.......until 6pm. I highly doubt that a fresh wave of people will come in. Oh.....I have to do the same thing tomorrow. At this point....I am very thankful for my macbook.......and my aircard. (wireless in North Dakota) I don't think so.